Apr 12, 2013

Let you be the real you


Its good when the plans is actually work just as it should. been wondering quite a lot if i could get through this mess. funny how life could turned so fast without we even realized it.

As for now i think i really should stop planned and put up targets cuz not all of it will work and would meet the expectations. Life is nothing but us, the outcome of it really depends in us. The daily activities we had is far from the definition of living the life, to define our own self and made up our existence counted is somehow the most important things to do. i know it sounds a lil bit idealis, but sometime been plain and bold is all we need. dont mixed up things and complicated your minds, its only bring you out of your thing from yourself.

Let the life waves and Enjoy its upside down.


Apr 11, 2013

Undecided...

                                  
                           Tell me not, in mournful numbers, life is but an empty dream


This is insane, I cant help myself for not thinking about some particular things.
it just keep popped up on my mind. At some point, i miss the old me already. I cant deny i am a lot better now, and after all i'm experienced enough which is so great cuz i can ease myself for the problen that happened to be the obstacles in my life recently.

but you know, its not about the meassurements of how good i am that i'm aware of, like right now ; but its just something more. We are after all just a creatures and luckily we meant to be the one who control the most with the gift that we have. we've had a particular ability that others creatures only dreamt off. i dont say that there is a race here among the creatures, all i am saying is that somehow sometime i found myself pretty messed up with this very special gifts. its unbearable really.

have you ever think that our mind is actually playing with us, like a lot. or should i mention some examples of how my mind usually playing tricks on me ?? Its embarasing, dont you think? *gw doang kali yah* -_-)

I feel the trouble in me..!! i can hardly ease myself, specially this very moment.! the only thing i feel its reality is the love that i shared with a very special people, a very special family, friends and lover. i treassured it.


sometime, in my very loneliness i think i need to examine myself ,  get myself some special activity to meassure this or maybe add some colours in my not really rainbow life.


#Its left undecided# 
any comments will be much appreciated 




by--> the ghost inside me

Apr 8, 2013

Postingan sampah

Mungkin kalian tidak seperti saya, yang telah terlalu dalam terjerumus dalam ilusi yang entah darimana asalanya, aku bahkan tidak bisa membedakan sesuatu yang harus aku lakukan dan sesuatu yg tidak perlu aku jalani dalam hidup. semua semata sebuah kebiasaan dan kegiatan keseharian, mana mungkin bisa dimaknai kalau semua yang saya lakukan hampir selalu terasa kosong.

beberapa orang biasanya mengatakan ttg ketakutan mereka akan rasa sakit, rasa bersalah bersalah terhadap sesama dan mungkin takut akan mati. sebaliknya yang saya rasakan ttg ketakutan yang ada diri saya adalah  rasa takut akan hidup. I feel sorry for myself. i really am.

bukan hal yg gampang ketika anda tidak bisa mengerti diri sendiri, dari hal yg paling gampang sekalipun. Life is sucks sometime.!!

To be continued...

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