The End

27/12/12

I remember the joy i had when i was on my way to picked you up. The thrilled i experienced knowing that our journey together were going to began.
I was overjoyed that i couldnt bring myself together when trying to got my act to properly asked you to come with me, it was so surreal. I loved the feeling of closeness i shared with you, everything was just right, like we were supposed to meet, i felt like in my whole life before you was waiting for that moment. It was love, not at a first sight cuz i have loved you before i actually met you. It was a fine night, my joyous moment, of which i treasured.

We had going through a lot, our bond grew stronger, we were making promises and vows, you gave me purpose, i finally have someone i can call my own. You make feel what i never felt before. The feeling of knowing that i am loved,that someone out there can make me feel loved - it was victorious. For my concern, i had everything i needed and i knew that the only right thing to do was to dedicate my whole for the love i felt from you - everything was worthed. 

Thank you for your caring, understanding and for loving me despite all my flaws and insecurities,Thanks for being my best friend, for always being there for me and made me feel belonged. You were the only one that accept me for who i am without judging me. It was you that i had my best days with, you made it possible for me to be happy. 

Thank You -  I love you

27/12/17 

You are not mine anymore, like all the other relationship the boredom drove drove us to do what we werent meant to do to each other, we count the distances, we grew apart. Lying and betrayal were inevitable.
We were both at fault, i also had my part in that.

Im so sorry i wasnt enough for you, i am sorry that what we shared didnt manage to be the reason to earn your loyalty and honesty. I am so sorry i couldnt gave you the ideal perfection you had in your mind.
Most of all I'm sorry that you lost yourself being with me, i'm sorry that i drove you away from the real you. 

I'm sorry i didnt put enough effort !

I regret that i had to see you changed into someone you used to loathe, i am sorry that you had to hurt me in order to escape the uncertainty of being with me. I am sorry i couldnt offer you the happiness you deserved.

You have the right to be happy, to be fulfilled, to feel accomplished.
I wish that the pain you inflict on me worth the happiness that you seek. You deserve all the happiness life could offer.

I hope you find the one thing that will deserve not just your love but also your dedication, loyalty and honesty.

I hope you find your happiness.

I will miss you! #Goodbye #Lissabel